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Resurrectionist

This was originally published by Washingtonpastime.com in October 2011, however their site went down and they have lost this particular story from their archives. At least I assume they have, since I have visited their site repeatedly and have not found any evidence of it up there. So, as a want to make sure my stories are out there, I give you my first short story, Resurrectionist. 

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Resurrectionist

By M.E. Gower

We thought she was just another mortal, come to remind us of what we lost. She couldn’t see us, touch us, or sense us; however she could hear us. That had stopped us in our tracks. Most humans think they sense us, but it’s just their minds playing tricks on them. Tell a human that a place is haunted, they will see ghosts. They will look out of the corner of their eye and see what they think they shouldn’t see; however, this girl was one of the rare few that could actually hear us.

She didn’t flaunt this fact; she just sat at a grave and read aloud. It was a treat that all of us enjoyed. Being trapped to a singular place only allowed us to do so much; all of us were bored out of our minds. She was a gentle reprieve that we treasured.

She got many stares, when she had started. Many tried to scare her off, calling her names, and damning her to the farthest reaches of hell. She gave them no heed, just kept reading in her small voice. She read for only us, us who were trapped on the mortal plane because we hesitated when given the chance to move on. She never read with a strong voice that some use, but a small inside voice, like a mother reading to her child.

She had first appeared on a cold spring morning, clouds blocked out the sun, dimming the colors of the human world. Her oversized black trench coat danced around her legs as she walked a little ways into the graveyard, looking around for something. Finding a spot, she slid the dark brown backpack from its perch on her back and pulled out a blanket. Spreading it out onto the damp ground, she sat gracefully tucking her legs underneath her. Two looming grave markers stood on either side of her, moss climbed up the sides of the markers contrasting with the dark grey stone. The carved words, declaring whom the markers were for, were worn from a combination of wind and rain, making them barely legible. She pulled the backpack towards her; riffling through her things she quickly found what she was looking for. Pulling out a tan book, she opened it and began to read out loud quietly. 

The younger trapped had floated around her as she began the book, I was with some other old timers watching tiredly as another mortal made a spectacle of themselves. They jeered at her, calling her names and repeating her mockingly. After a couple minutes she sighed laboriously, closing the book. The youngsters guffawed uproariously at those who copied her sigh. They quieted down waiting for her to do something else they could mock. 

 Not looking up, she asked in her quiet voice, “If you continue this, the others won’t be able to listen.”

The youngsters looked around, trying to find whom she was talking to. There was no one about, not close enough for them to hear what she was saying anyway. I watched curiously from a distance, wondering if she was one of the few who could interact with us. She couldn’t possibly have sensed us, and watching her I knew she hadn’t. That didn’t mean she couldn’t locate us though. Those who could see us usually couldn’t sense us, and vice versa. I wondered if she could hear the youngsters.

She was indeed a mortal to watch.

She sat there silently for a few minutes. The youngsters floated around her, catching ghostly flies with their gaping mouths. They were speechless, trying to organize their thoughts and work out what just happened. None of them had come into contact with a human that could actually hear them – it was startling. Those with me were also startled, but had seen it before. We just waited for one of the youngsters to make a move, they could be the test to see if this girl was indeed legitimate.

 Francis, the most levelheaded of the youngsters, came to his senses first. Alighting upon the soft ground, Francis glided across the ground and stood before her. Bending at the waste, his eyes level with the top of her bowed head. “Miss we apologize, we weren’t aware that you were reading to us. If you are willing, we would be glad to listen.” He said, always being the gentleman. As a result, Francis had most of the female trapped lusting after him.

The girl smiled slightly at the words. “Thank you. What is your name by the way? Your voice is most calming.” She opened the book to where she left off and waited for his answer.

Francis made a grand bow towards her, even though she couldn’t see it, “My name is Francis, and what might yours be miss.” Most of us only used our first names, those who kept a hold of their full names were holding onto a world that had left them behind. They didn’t interact with the rest of us; of course, we didn’t go out of our way to interact with them.

She had flipped back a few pages, “My name is Elsie.” That was all she gave us before returning to the book in her hand. Elsie’s voice was a bit louder, but not enough to disturb the other visitors. The youngsters gathered around, floating at various points above and around her. We may be spirits, but that didn’t mean we didn’t take up a little bit of space. I floated over to listen, my curiosity spiked.

The others who had been with me had stayed where they were, wary. They remembered some of the humans who were able to pretend that they could hear us. They were usually schizophrenics. It’s amazing how in tune those pretend voices are.

I stood a bit apart from the youngsters, watching Elsie. She was a bit foggy due to the youngsters who were standing between her and me, but she was clear enough for me to contemplate her. She pushed silky black hair behind her ear as it became dislodged by the wind. Huddling into herself she read to the trapped surrounding her, a small smile kept residence upon her lips as she read. I wondered what she was thinking as I continued to study her.

She left after two hours of reading, the book having been completed. I hadn’t heard a word of what she read to us, and I wondered if she would return.

#

     It had been a week before Elsie came back to the graveyard. We thought it was a one-time thing, and hadn’t noticed her enter the graveyard. I had been gazing longingly at the brick houses that guarded the perimeter, pondering how much the world had changed since I had been buried here over a hundred years ago. I was brought from my thoughts with Francis zooming passed. My startled washed out green eyes followed Francis as he flew to the gates leading into Greyfriars. There, looking around for a place to sit, stood Elsie. She was bundled up in her oversized trench coat again, making it impossible to tell what she looked like without it. Her black hair were tied back in a high ponytail; sunshine gleamed off her hair changing the color to a dark brown.

The other youngsters quickly followed suit, while the old timers looked on with guarded expressions. I just raised an eyebrow at them, and started to follow at a more comfortable pace. I certainly wanted to follow suit and zoom off, but I also wanted the time that it took to get over there to watch her interact with the others.

Before I could float a couple yards, George MacKenzie blocked my path. He was one of those who kept a hold of his full name and liked to look down his nose at the rest of us who abandoned our family name. “Gregor, you aren’t going to join those youngsters in their appalling behavior are you?” He asked in his raspy voice.

I stared at MacKenzie for a second before answering, “Well it beats listening to you repeat your stories of torturing coventers, so I think yes. Yes I am going to be participating in that appalling behavior.”

Mackenzie’s face grew darker as I spoke. I didn’t worry too much about my safety, MacKenzie’s bark was worse than his bite. He may have been a fearsome executioner while alive, but dead he was just a small man with a loud voice. Not having the time or patience to listen to MacKenzie’s rant, I glided around him and floated towards Elsie. I ignored the obscenities he sent towards me as I glided towards the large group huddled around her. I could withstand MacKenzies’ wrath that would surely come from my insubordination, but wasn’t all that afraid. After all, he didn’t have any power here.

I noticed that Elsie had already chosen a spot to sit. The worn blanket she had last time was out again, grave markers rose on either side of her. A small hardback book lay open in her lap, lips moving quietly as she read to those crowding around her. Francis floated directly over her shoulder, reading the words as she read them aloud.

I stood apart, yet again, just studying Elsie. Wondering if she would return again to read to us – hoping that she would keep returning.

From where I stood, I could hear bits and pieces of the story as they floated through the air, “…other dolls were giggling, or that’s what her mind supplied in place of the silence. Hearing voices was better than sitting in a completely silent room waiting for one of the dolls to steal her soul. She started to whistle uneasily as she picked up…” Her voice was a tad bit haunting in my opinion, but it seemed to add to the story.

#

     Elsie started a routine of showing up once a week; it was always seven days between each visit. Our ignorance of time passing was long forgotten, we began to count down the days until she would return. Elsie would show up with a different book every time and was staying longer and longer. With the days getting warmer she was able to stay and speak with some of the youngsters. She never looked up when they talked to her.

There was an instance when she had almost been scared away. George MacKenzie had started threatening her when we hadn’t been paying attention to him. We knew that he had a reputation with the humans for being a ‘poltergeist’, and Elsie seemed to be very aware of these rumors.

The lies had certainly gone to MacKenzie’s head; since there was no way he could actually harm a human. But the humans believed it was him, causing them to faint, cutting them, and even blamed the bruises on him. Much like hysterical pregnancies, the bruising and fainting were caused in much the same way. The cuts were easily explained by them stumbling around in the dark and tripping over things. Humans could be so gullible.

Elsie had became frightened, and quickly started to gather up her stuff. Francis came to her aid, and so did every female trapped there. They would never allow MacKenzie of all people to shout abuse at their beloved Francis. It was completely unthinkable. MacKenzie had backed down when he saw that he was clearly outnumbered, along with seeing some of the females that had joined Francis’ side. Some of them had some weight to throw around, and their bite was much worse than their bark.

A curious thing developed with some of the female trapped when they died, some of them gained a sort of aura about them that allowed them to exert pressure upon other trapped. They usually were quite docile except when someone threatened their Francis. MacKenzie had made a tactical retreat soon after them barring their teeth.

Francis had immediately gone to Elsie and explained that MacKenzie had left. Her erratic breathing had slowed, and she started putting everything back. I had glanced towards MacKenzie and saw him a ways off, glaring towards where Elsie sat. I wondered if he would make any more trouble. Taking a look at some of the female trapped I knew he wouldn’t. The females had become protective of Elsie, especially since Francis had taken a liking to her. They might not like that he was bestowing his attention upon her, but they didn’t want him to be sad by Elsie leaving. I wondered where I could get a following like that.

Every time she came, I would stay a bit off from the group and watch her, catching phrases and words as she read. I blocked out everything else in my surroundings from intruding as I watched and listened to her. There was something nagging at me about her, but I could never put my finger on it.

Then she asked something startling, something that most of us didn’t talk about. “Where are you buried Francis?”

Most of us didn’t talk about where we were buried, because some of us didn’t have grave markers. When the plague had hit years ago, many had been buried in mass graves, giving the graveyard bumps and hills. Francis had been one of them.

Francis grew pale, which was surprising since he was already whiter than death, and stumbled over his words, not sure how to answer. Taking pity on him, I stepped forward to explain. “He was buried in one of the mass graves, and has no idea where he is buried.” Some of the females glared at me, speaking of such a taboo subject to a human.

Elsie’s head tilted towards me, “And who are you? I have never heard your voice before.”

Glancing at Francis I wondered if I should introduce myself. I had started thinking of her as Francis’ human and didn’t want to step on anyone’s toes. Francis nodded enthusiastically, obviously relieved that I had stepped in.

“My name is Gregor, until now I have only watched and listened as you read.”

She smiled her slight smile, “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you Gregor. You have a very calming voice, do you have a marker or were you also buried in a mass grave?”

“Indeed I do. I am buried on the northern side of the graveyard.” I said cautiously. She had never brought up this subject until now, and I wondered what she was up to.

Her head swiveled to look towards the north, “Is it clearly marked?”

Something was seriously off, and I wasn’t going to answer but Francis looked pleadingly at me. I had gone this far; I might as well supply the rest of the information. “Yes it is. They recently restored the writing on my marker, making it a bit more legible for those visiting.”

Elsie turned back to the book muttering something, to inaudible to hear. It was common practice for her to mumble to herself, and I thought nothing of it. She didn’t ask any more questions, and soon packed up to leave. Unlike the other times she didn’t stop to say goodbye, but left hurriedly.

#

     That night we were following the tour group around as always, the youngsters making fun of the excited tourists. MacKenzie glared menacingly towards the humans, cackling every once in a while when the tour guide mentioned something about him.

Without warning, I felt a cold chill run through me. This was something I had only felt once before. Being trapped, we never felt the affects of the weather, and only knew the temperature by how the mortals dressed. Stopping, I spun around in the air and headed for my grave.

I remembered hearing some of the other trapped describing this same chill. It happens when someone is touching our bodies. Usually we only feel the chill at our funeral; though, a while back we did have some trouble with grave robbers.

All I could think about was why someone was taking my body. It had been a long time since I had been sealed in my tomb. My remains were probably just dust and bones.

Arriving at my tomb, I was greeted by the one person I wasn’t expecting, Elsie.

A crowbar lay stranded next to my grave, and Elsie stood beside my tomb reaching in. She was levering up my corpse that was surprisingly still in decent condition, it looked like the money my family paid for the sealing of my tomb had paid off. She grunted with the weight of my corpse, but was easily getting it out.

Something moved at the foot of my tomb. I saw a dark shape standing on the opposite side of my body. It stood level with Elsie’s chest, and looked completely unnatural. There was no way that thing was a human, and I wondered what exactly Elsie was, to have something like that helping her.

I then noticed smaller shapes, some were sitting while others stood, they all looked like little children waiting for their parents to finish talking. My thought process shut down as too many questions buzzed around my mind. My mind refocused onto one thing, Elsie was stealing my body.

Coming to a halt, I asked loudly, “Elsie what are you doing? Why are you taking my body?”

Elsie didn’t look up as she continued to lift the body out. “I really liked your voice Gregor.”

Words became lost at that statement. It became clear that she was completely insane. I turned to shout for help, but stopped. The other trapped wouldn’t be able to help me, and since none of the humans had reacted to the taunts and jeers they wouldn’t be any help either. I felt my hope shatter. This crazy girl was going to take my body and there was nothing I could do about it.

I could only watch in horror as Elsie got my body out and wordlessly directed the tall thing to replace the slab of stone. The slab of stone surprisingly slid back onto my tomb soundlessly and without much effort on that things part. I now understood how the visiting humans hadn’t heard a thing.

The smaller things lined up around my body; wrapping it up carefully they started to silently leave with it. Elsie lead the way, her trench coat swishing behind her.

I followed wordlessly behind her, forced to leave the place I had disdainfully called home for many years. I was finally leaving, but not in the way I thought.

#

     We left the graveyard rather easily; no one seemed to notice a girl being followed by midgets carrying a wrapped body.

     My body was easily loaded into a beat up old truck, parked just outside the front gate. After loading it, the things sat next to my body, waiting for Elsie to drive them away. I glanced back at the graveyard, wishing that I had the ability to touch the mortal realm. Unfortunately, I didn’t and could only watch helplessly as I was taken away. I noticed the taller thing rejoin his companions, crowbar slung over its shoulder as it silently moved towards the truck.

Elsie nodded to herself as it settled into the back, and jumped into the driver’s seat easily. Starting, the vehicle roared to life answering its mistress’ wish. The vehicle clunked along the street, dragging me unwillingly along. I hadn’t been forced to go anywhere since I had been buried; it was not the best feeling in the world.

Getting tired of being pulled along, I floated to where I was level with Elsie. Looking into the truck, I noticed that the back seat looked like someone had been living in it. I wondered if Elsie had camped inside her truck when she came to visit us. This indicated that she lived rather far from the city. Looking away from my kidnapper, I watched, as the city became the country. I hadn’t seen the country in a long while.

After several hours, the truck pulled off onto a gravel road and trundled up to a rickety looking house. The worn house loomed in the darkness, tree limbs grasping towards it, but were held back by a decaying fence. Empty flowerbeds were scattered throughout the yard, looking lonely without the colorful plants. Familiar things ran through the darkness towards the truck, all of them the same size as the ones that surrounded my body.

Elsie pulled up to the house, and turned off the truck. It died with a squeal and clunk, and I wondered if that was a good sign. I stayed silent as the things unloaded my body and walked up to the house. Elsie held the front door open as they passed over the threshold.

I entered curiously, wondering what my new home would look like. Maybe things wouldn’t be so bad here. New scenery had never been a bad thing.

Elsie felt along a wall and flipped a switch. Light flooded the room and I was horrified by what I saw. Half decayed bodies lined the walls in glass cases. Rotten skin flaked off of faces, muscles shown through holes in the skin, organs were held back with string. I hoped dearly that this wasn’t about to happen to me, but I knew it would. My hopes were dashed once again when I saw the empty glass case.

“Why me Elsie, we only talked once. Is this why you asked Francis where he was buried?” I asked desperately, wanting to understand what was going through the girls mind.

“I liked your voice more than Francis’. You have a much more calming tone.” She answered.

I glanced around, trying to get a clue to what was going on. My eyes fell on the mysterious things that had carried my body. I beheld ragdolls everywhere. Button eyes gleamed at me from every corner, stitched mouths grinned and frowned at me. Some of them whispered to each other as they gazed at me. My ghostly stomach dropped wondering what type of black magic was at work here.

“What are these things Elsie?” I asked, hoping that she would answer at least one of my questions with a straight answer.

“They are like you, trapped on this plane. I liked their voices too and decided to give them a warm home where they would be forever loved.”

I looked over at her and saw her directing some of them in unwrapping my body and placing it in the glass case. My body had mummified to an extent. Yellow skin was pulled taunt against my bones. I now cursed the money my family put into sealing my tomb, wishing that I was no more than dust. That this nightmare had never started.

When it was securely sealed into the case, Elsie gestured for one of the ragdolls to bring her something. I watched as they dragged out a new ragdoll from the shadows. It was little more than a brown sack stitched around stuffing, dark green buttons sewed onto the face stared off into the distance.

I stared at the doll uneasily, “Elsie, what are you planning to do?”

“Don’t worry Gregor, soon you will be part of the family.”

Picking up the doll, Elsie smiled at it. Taking a silver needle, black thread hanging limply from it, she began to stitch a mouth onto the doll. The needle followed the rhythm of her chant, made inaudible by her quiet voice.

A force started to tug me towards the doll. I resisted as best I could, but I wasn’t strong enough to fight whatever she was doing. My vision started to become cloudy; I fought even harder as darkness crowded in. I soon lost the battle and allowed the darkness to take me.

#

“…gor” Someone was calling me, I think. Not really sure, but that sounded like a name I should know.

Light seeped through as I opened my eyes. The sight of a black haired angel gazing down at me, greeted me. “Gregor, are you all right?”

Touching my forehead, I shook my head a little bit. I guessed that I was this Gregor, but I had no memory of the name or who she was. “I think so, but I don’t seem to remember anything. Who are you?”

Her white eyes gazed at me with concern, “It looks like that fall was a bit to much.” Picking me up, she brought me level with her face. Pointing to herself, she said, “My name is Elsie, I’m your mother.” Poking me in my cloth chest, she continued, “And you are my son Gregor. These,” she turned me around, “are your sisters and brothers.”

I noticed strange statues lining the walls in glass cases, but took no mind of them. All I knew was the relief rushing through me at knowing that I wasn’t alone. I may not remember them, but at least they remembered me.

END

 
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Posted by on 2013/03/05 in Everything Else, Writing

 

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Feet that Guide

I always wonder where my feet would go. Would they walk across the country? Would they visit with other feet? Sometimes I wonder what stories my feet would tell if I let them roam more. Can they see beyond the confines of my shoes, do they resent me for confining them in colorful socks and smelly sneakers? Would they be happier without carrying me around. I would certainly be tired of carrying someone as ungrateful as myself, forcing them to move when they are tired and sore.

I wonder if my feet converse with the bugs. Do they complain of my forgetfulness of trimming the nails? Do they taunt the insects underneath? Describing how they will squish them underneath, crushing their exoskeletons using my weight. Do they rejoice in their power? Do they forget how vulnerable they actually are? The tender padding and nerve endings not used to stepping on anything harder or sharper than the gravel on roads. I wonder if they wish to be tougher than they are.

My brain will motivate my feet to send urges to my conscience. Especially when the brain is clouded with thoughts. My feet will always solve my problems, taking me to where I need to go. They sometimes like to play pranks on me. They like to see me twitch and startle. Especially when I am not aware of what is around me. Though I still like to follow my feet. They have never steered me wrong, not yet anyway.

I would think we have a love-hate relationship. Drawing upon one another to get where we are ultimately going. I wish we could talk once in a while. Maybe question where they want to go, who they want to meet, and how they want to get there. I wish to know. I would want a similar situation to the Doctor and the TARDIS, though I would prefer that my feet not kiss me or bite my neck. That would just be awkward.

I would recognize this foot-spirit by there smell. Especially if we are in an enclosed space. Though they would probably be wearing the minimum amount of clothing. My feet prefer the open air. Or maybe I have it all wrong. Maybe my feet like the open air for the ease of sending urges for me to venture out. Urges to see the world and journey to places unknown. If this were true, then my feet would be the source of majority of my experiences in life.

For that I thank them.

 
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Posted by on 2012/08/19 in Travels

 

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Clouds

I enjoy clouds, not because they bestow lovely, cool rain upon my head, but because I see them as a security blanket. Like my sweatshirts, clouds make me feel safe. They are the pillows I will hopefully land on when gravity finally gets sick of me and relinquish its hold. Hopefully when that time comes, a cloud will be waiting to catch me with its rain and dirt filled whiteness. Once there, I can gaze down upon the earth and wonder how long my fluffy cloud will be with me.

I’ll have to make plans and test how easily it is to jump from cloud to cloud. I doubt the wispy, wilting clouds will allow for much support beyond tugging me faster along the wind like a baby spider looking for a home. What I really want are the big grey thunder clouds, an enveloping and protective casing. I can hide from view and possibly bring nightmarish figures to curious children. Wouldn’t it be nice to alter your security cloud any way you would like? I would probably try to have a fire-breathing unicorn, or a transforming dragon at my side, lightening spewing from their eyes. Thrashing the skies and releasing their woes.

I would ride the clouds down like a slide to the fog. The Scottish Highlands would certainly be my friend for all the fog that twists around the hills. I would use the fog as a tether, keeping me on the ground. Allowing me to walk among the people who gravity still grasped. The silence would be broken with much-anticipated noise of people. No longer would I be surrounded by the roar of planes, wondering if they are flying too close, or the honking of birds as they skitter away from me, surprised to find a human in their domain. However, I would only know how to smile at my fellows, and wave around my wispy cloak, before turning my gaze to the sky for my next fluffy cloud.

I wouldn’t be able to stay in any one place for long. Perpetually moving from cloud to cloud, hoping that this one wouldn’t dissipate before I could get to the next. But one day. One day, there will be no cloud to secure me to this world, and I will drift up into space and maybe find a new world. I would continue to travel. Searching for that perfect cloud. But at that time, it would be into the great unknown. Blind and uninformed.

And at that time, I will have started the greatest adventure of all.

 
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Posted by on 2012/04/23 in Everything Else, Travels

 

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Fencing T-shirt Designs

My final project in design required us to create three t-shirt designs. Here is the aesthetic one. Three sets of words are displayed as the background while a fencer lunges in the middle.


Here is the humor design. The placement is over the heart to imply passion of the heart, but it is also where a fleche is aimed. It certainly gets a stamp of approval.


And finally we have propaganda. This was the easiest concept to come up with. Someone saluting with words underneath. I really enjoyed making all three of these.

 
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Posted by on 2012/03/22 in Design

 

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Evolution of Characters

For my creative writing class, we were asked to create something that we hadn’t really talked about. For example, flash fiction, graphic novels, picture books, chap books, or infographics. I choose to an infographic. Of course, my graphics consisted of only text. I took four of my characters that I use the most in stories and in role plays and put them in a comprehensive chart, filled with color and cool lines. The colors used have various shades showing the evolution of my characters. The darker the colors the more recent the changes. The bubbles that have names on the outside are to show the change in names, or lack there of. To the side I have a brief paragraph for each character, stating things that I find interesting about them. I hope to expand this chart into something fantastic. But for that to happen, I need to continue writing. This will indeed be a life-long project, like it should be.

 
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Posted by on 2012/03/16 in Design, Writing

 

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Whoops!

By the way, if no one has picked up on it, these poems are mine.

To this day I leave
To forget the wrongs I committed
For this I’m sorry
For they were against you.

Though you’ll never know
Since I never told you.
Most likely, you’ll never forgive me.
But then I’ll never know.

But if you must know
I guess I’ll tell you.
I was driving my car,
And saw your cat to late.

Whoops!

 

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Bad Middle School Poetry

I think I am going to start posting one or two of my super awful poems once a week. Of course this is a ploy to get a post out every week, I hope you enjoy this ploy.

My first poem that I shall post is one I wrote in middle school. I had to cut out words from magazines and arrange them in a poem. I had fun putting holes in Newsweek and National Geographic. I hope you enjoy my first installation of bad middle school poetry.

Murder guilty villainy

Murder guilty villainy
Traps, mazes, and secret chambers
When secrets get out
Blood boiling
Rebel with the challenge of freedom
Spin around
No guarantees
The solution…war?
The truth read free
My journey inspires embalmers
Dying to survive
A magic moment
A cause can define you.
Panic is not mental illness
Freedom’s march advances
Forever young
Fairy circles
The brutal price of justice
Advice which one will flood
Any conflict wind calming
Lifeblood
There used to be…
Message in a bottle?

 

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My New Love

My recent design project was to make an infographic. Obviously, my brain went straight to fencing. Lots of people have an idea what fencing is, but they have never seen it. When I first started fencing, I had misconceptions that the sport would be exactly like the movies. Swinging from balconies, saving damsels, and flipping over opponents. I was wrong of course, but I have to say that the truth is a lot better than the fiction. So at this very moment, I shall unveil my infographic for all of you to see. You are welcome.

 
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Posted by on 2012/02/27 in Design

 

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Out of Power, Out of Mind

The power went out today, which isn’t that surprising during the winter. Well, power outages can happen anytime, but I seem to run into them most during the winter. What with slick roads, heavy snowfall, and sometimes high winds. However today, all the power in Cheney went out. It wasn’t just a block, but the entire town. Well, okay, in some places it would go out then come back on, but that still says outage to me. Or so I am told by people who live off campus. My theory, of course, is that the grid had to be shut down, or even better an Iron Giant decided to make a meal out of the power plant. How cool would that be, the actual Iron Giant coming to Cheney. I wonder if he would be friends with me.

Anyway, as I was sitting in my dorm, covered in blankets and possibly looking like the invalid I sometimes aspire to be. The power went out. But it didn’t do the clicking sound that I am generally used to, but the whole ‘WHOooooooo….’ sound that you hear in Sci Fi movies. You know the ones where they are on a spaceship and the flesh-eating alien has gotten free and turned off the power. It obviously made my mind race with possibilities. Creative scenarios played out in my head, from the Doctor appearing to pirates coming forward in time and destroying the squeaky clean image that I have of them. So, waiting for these things to happen, I sat in bed imitating the sound.

However, thoughts started to strike my mind like flies hitting a window. What are the computer classes doing? What will I do at work? And for all that is writerly, how can I spin this to make an interesting blog?

Since classes were still in session, the power being out probably set them back in whatever material they were teaching. However, the obvious answer would be letting the students out if the power didn’t return in the next ten minutes, or continue to talk. Using the primitive white board to illustrate their points for whatever their lecture was about.

Work was also easy. I didn’t think that the power would be out long, and before the actual working comes around, we have a meeting. The meeting lasts between an hour to an hour and a half, depending on how focused we are. Plus, one of the layouts was done so we could look it over and make it so perfect it sparkles. Sparkles so brightly, that every other newspaper will pale in comparison. We would win so many awards, just for that one page. However, it was an unfinished page, so we weren’t able to make it as shiny as possible.

And finally, I found my answer to the interesting blog. My observations that sent me into this blog in the first place. Don’t worry the beginning full of fluff is relevant, long introduction. But I digress. (Digress is such an ugly word and i hate using it. Time to consult a thesaurus and find a better, cooler word.)

I couldn’t help looking at the dead computers, while munching on various chocolate hearts. They were so alone and decrepit. Sitting there, completely cold and alone. The promise of entering the Internet, gone, until electricity could pulse through its circuitry. It was a sad sight. I couldn’t help imposing cobwebs, debris, and crumbling walls decorating the lonesome computers. The apocalypse prominent in my brain, whispering for me to write a scene about it. Wishing for it to be known. To be loved, and brought back to life. Oh how my soul went out to it, wondering how those millions of cute cats, awkward men and women, and information will fare when the internet is forced to be silent. Lack of power, the human race reduced to savages or at least reverting to the days of libraries and dusty books. Personally, I would be all right if the Internet went down. I would be sad, but I would have so much more time on my hands. I would actually have the drive to finish that book, and start the next one in my mind. Who wouldn’t be like that? But like any one who has felt the taste of fruit on a band trip, they will never be able to go back. I will always need the Internet and computers, perpetually being connected to the majority of humanity.

Do we all come to this realization? That we are slowly becoming more electronic and dependent as the days go by? Will we ever revert?

No.

 
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Posted by on 2012/02/27 in Everything Else, Writing

 

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Surprise Yourself

For some reason this post never actually posted. Strange. Oh well, here is this post that was supposed to be posted in January. If it makes you feel better you can pretend that you traveled back in time while you read this. Hrm. Now I am going to watch more Chuck, and possibly have another Chuck post up tonight.

Day 4. Can I get a WOOHOO!!!? Yes, you need to say that in all caps, how you will manage that is beyond me, but try. You might surprise yourself. I personally love surprising myself, like posting four days in a row. Though, I do have to wonder if my posts won’t become smaller and smaller, just because I don’t have something to talk about. Though this is me, I always have something to talk about. Even if it’s about grass growing, which those sped up timelines of grass growing is rather entertaining. You lot should check it out.

One more day before I return to Cheney, school, and a lonely boyfriend. Though that lonely boyfriend has been texting me everyday, he mostly misses my pretty face. I have quite the pretty face, or so my momma tells me. You all can make your own decision by looking yourselves, I have quite the lovely picture on my about page. Go check it out, and ignore the plug to have more people look around my blog. But if it works, then do it.

Now some people might be wondering why my resolution, like last year, is to write more. As a writer, aren’t I writing more than enough? No. I have long dry spells where the evils of the internet tempts me away from what I need to be doing. What I need to do is write, write, and write some more. If I want to become a fabulous author that everyone is talking about, I need to write more. Now I won’t burn myself out, or push myself so hard that I hate the act of writing, because that would just be wrong. Writing is a basic need for me, like breathing or eating. I need to write, and I will never push myself too hard, but I will push myself.

The beauty of making a resolution is to push yourself. I hope to bypass the week limit and make writing a part of everyday life. It will be my time of relaxing, ordering the emotions that run wild on a daily basis. I need the release that writing will give, and I guess fencing. Fencing is up there too with the releasing of emotions. Did I mention that I got a breast-plate and plastron for my birthday? Well I did, and now have the option for competing if I so wish.

Wish me luck!

 
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Posted by on 2012/02/25 in Everything Else

 

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